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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 10:54:06 GMT

I cancelled my third Friendster account!!!

My 3rd account was all messed up. I had 28 friend requests. I approved them all. When I clicked 'home', I only had 9 friends! The ones I approved weren't on my list!!! Now, what the hell happened!?! I don't know. I decided to cancel my account. It asked for my password. When I typed the password and clicked 'proceed', it said it my password was invalid!!! Dang... I tried to change my e-mail account and password...E-mail address and password doesn't match!!! Leche na talaga...I was sooo pissed off...until now, I am!

I don't know if I'm going to make another account. I probably won't. aaarrrggghhh!!!

I don't hate Friendster. I just don't like it. lol. I'll still check my 1st and 2nd account for new messages and testimonials. I'll also check the new invites but I won't be able to approve them. FULL na nga sabi e! kulet...lol

I'll just use Friendster to contact and keep in touch with my friends. YFC!!! CALLING ALL YFC!!! DO KEEP IN TOUCH!!! CONQUER ASIA IN 5 YEARS!!! :D

I still thank God for the internet. I thank God for the computer. I thank God for the humans. I thank God for everything. Material, or immaterial. matter, or anti-matter (nyeahk! Angels & Demons...lol)

I love you Lord!!! I won't ever stop praising You...

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 09:10:42 GMT

Uhhh...ok...I kinda screwed up my previous post...I don't know what happened... Anyways...

Yeah. Biochem Lec...We had a surprise recitation. Ma'am Lampa was still mad at us... ...my number was called. 23! I stood up. Sh asked a question about how f-methionine is produced...fortunately, I was able to answer the qeustion well. Plus points! yeahba!!!

English. Ok. It's starting to get...ewan. Basta di na ako nageenjoy.

Quanti Lab. Yeah! Lab again...'bright light' time! :D

We didn't do anything. Nakipagkwentuhan lang. Nagprepare lang kami ng Silver Nitrate (for the odd-groups) at yung isa, nakalimutan ko na. Group 5 kami. E walang Silver Nitrate sol'n. So ala kami ginawa. We talked to the 2 professors. Mabait naman pala sila e. lol

>Ok. I don't know what to say. I'm pissed off. I'm not myself today. Ewan!!!

011305 Huwebes

Lit. Nagquiz kami. OLATS. Ewan. Basta ang saya. lol. ha ha

Sociology. Responsability!!! lolz

Eye contact... heartmelting... I miss you!!! hehe...

Quanti Lec. I'm...sad. ... ... ... ... ... ...

Fast Forward>>>

P.E. Basketball Coed. Had a shooting, lay-up, passing drill. I did good. Ayun.

Fast Forward>>>

CWTS! Nagpulot kami ng sandali nina Mariel, Aris, Lean, Richelle and the other girl, I don't know her name...Less than 30 mins. Pero mabait si Ma'am Criszel so pinauwi na kami ng mga 4 pm.

> I screwed up my prevous posts!!! Ano ba yan!!! I moved my January 1/2 post...nilipat ko sa January 13... tsktsk..Leche!

I made a 3rd Friendster account yesterday. squallville103@yahoo.com read me.

>>>Rich told him..."Pwede daw, kasi depende kung sino!" lol. The guy didn't seem to care. He was hiding it. "Ok. E di ikaw." the guy said.

Lord, please help me. I'm starting to lose faith...help me to stay in Your path...

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 08:38:52 GMT

It's been almost 2 weeks since I last updated this Xangurr of mine...sorry I had no time. I have been sooo busy this past week. Skulworks!!!

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Did a lot of stuff. All about school. *bummer* But I know...I had to do it. It's for my own good.

011205 Miyerkules

Oh yeah. Wednesday!!! Physics Lec. I learned new stuff. We had a quiz about friction and terminal velocity. OMG! I new how to solve the 3 problems! Bad thing was, I wasn't able to solve question no. 1, b. I ran out of time. But I wasn't that disappointed because I understood the topic. At least I'm learning.

Biochem Lab. Yeah! We had a quiz. OMG! I didn't panic! I answered the questions well, I think. Hopefully, I did good. I don't know if I screwed up, but I think I did enough to pass the quiz. After that, we had an experiment. It was a 'mini-experiment'. Coz we didn'd really work that much. Mariel performed most of the tasks because she was the experiment leader for the day. I just approached her from time to time to ask her if she needed anything. While she was working, I just studied for our Biochem Lec quiz.

Grahbe! Nakakatunaw talaga ang 'bright light'. Para kang tumitingin sa araw. Masisilaw ka na hindi. Gilbert, Migz, and I were mesmerized by the sight of the enchanting light. :)

Fast Forward>>>
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<h1>Friday, December 31, 2004</h1>
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<TEXTAREA style="BORDER-RIGHT: #6699ff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #6699ff 1px solid; FONT-SIZE: 11px; BORDER-LEFT: #6699ff 1px solid; COLOR: #6699ff; BORDER-BOTTOM: #6699ff 1px solid; FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma; BACKGROUND-COLOR: #0033cc" rows=6 cols=82>Sorry...I'm still enjoying 2004. Happy New Year! Will post tomorrow.

Marlo on leave.

BELIEVE. 2005 will again, be GOD'S YEAR.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 12:26:28 GMT

122504 Sabado

1:00 pm. We had a cotillon practice at A&B. It was for Al Rose's (& Joevan's) debut. Prudencio and I went to the place and waited for the others to arrive.

It was the 4th and last day of practice. It was my first time to attend a practice session because I was so busy. We practiced for a few hours and fortunately, I got most of the steps.

Fast Forward>>>

Roni called me up on my cellphone. I was soooo surprised! Sooooo happy! She said she was still in Canada. I thought she was in the Philippines. tsktsk. We talked for about 40 minutes.  I really wanted to talk to her longer...but I needed to let go.

I miss the girl so much...

Fast Forward>>>

We ate rocky road ice cream!!! hmmm... after that, at 7:00 pm, Prudencio and I excused ourselves from the practice and went home.

122604 Linggo

Comradz Christmas party!!! TeMins, teMay, and I went to teLorel's place at around 11:00 am. Charlene and teCat was there, playing a pacman game which looked like Mario Party.

Fast Forward>>>

Me and my Cp...we played Pacman!!! :D haha.Syempre may homecourt advantage siya. lol. She won over me. haha. Ok lang. :D

Fast Forward>>>

We had an activity where you ask a question to anybody in the group but you have to put it in a piece of paper. Then you put the paper in the container with their name on it.

Fast Forward>>>

haha! Ang saya. Majority ng questions sakin, eto yung tanong: "Kumusta na kayo ni Cathy?" :D I said, "We're doing good with our own  lives." hmmm... To clear things out, we're nt bf/gf. We're close friends.

Fast Forward>>>

I left the place at around 4:30 because the debut will start at around 5:00. I drove fast. Jerry and Philip was waiting for me in front of VMSSHS.

The three of us went to Magic San Carlos to buy a gift for Al Rose. We decided to buy just one gift. Expensive, pero. hehe.

Fast Forward>>>

Prudencio, Jerry, Philip and I went to A&B at around 6:30 pm. Akala namin late na kami!!! Super nagmadali pa kami... but we weren't late. Hinihintay pa pala si Alexia (part din ng cotillon.)

Fast Forward>>>

Nagstart na, mga past 7. There. Cotillon na! We danced and danced. Ang saya! hehe. Caryl was my partner. We were the best pair! haha. :D

Fast Forward>>>

Naiwan namin yung gift sa bahay so we went back and got it. We ate dinner (buffet style) and got full. Charap ng food!!!

Double debut yun. So matagal. We waited for an hour or so before Al Rose's 18 roses. Kasama din kasi kami dun e.

Fast Forward>>>

We accompanied Roxanne to her house. Hinatid ko siya hanggang sa gate ng house niya. Nagstargazing pa kami ng ilang seconds! lol. Goodnight!

After that, Philip, Jerry, Zaire, Prudencio (designated driver for that night) and I went to the plaza to watch the Ms. City Anniversary beauty pageant. Bummer. Late na kami. Tapos na. Nanalo si Eiverlyn, highschool classmate namin.

Uwian na. Ala din kaming gagawin e. Sleep!!!

zzzZZZngork...

Friday, December 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 17:40:11 GMT

122404 Biyernes; dawn 122505 Sabado

MERRY JOLLY HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!! Maligayang bati sa inyong lahat ^_^

It was an ordinary day for me. Nothing unusual happened. Attended the last dawn mass and then accompanied Manang Loring to the hospital to have an X-Ray. She had lots of 'gold'. hehe. Stones... Went home and read Angels and Demons inside my room until 8:00 am. I played basketball with Jerry, Philip, Zaire, kuyaGreggy and other people. We won, I think. lol. Then I challenged Zaire to a shootout. Race to 42 instead of 21. I was down, 41 to 14. I still won. harhar. We went to our own homes after that. I didn't sleep coz I was so awake. I just opened my second Friendster account (finally!) since Dec. 16, when I was in Singapore. 21 new messages, 37 new friend requests, 13 new testimonials. I didn't read all the messages. Tinamad ako e. I approved the testis (haha) and the friend requests.

My teMay went to Dagupan with teMavs. Michelle, Mom and dad also went to Dagupan. I didn't join them because there's a cotillon practice (I didn't know what time) for Al Rose's debut on Dec. 26. I texted Al Rose's cousin asking her what time the practice will start. She didn't reply. I called Prudencio, also a cottilon member and highschool classmate of mine. Bummer. Wala palang practice. Tomorrow pa. So ayun.

I was planning to go to Dagupan with my barkada but my conscience bothered me. Hindi na nga ako sumama sa family ko tapos sasama pa ako sa barkada ko... nakakahiya naman sa dad ko. I called him up and he kinda told me a 'pangonsensiya.' lol

I slept until around 3:00 pm. When I woke up, Michelle was there beside my bed, holding a plastic from McDonald's. What was inside? Hmmm... 2 large twister fries, 1 spaghetti, 6-pieces chicken nuggets. Just what I ordered. haha

Fast Forward>>>

Wnet to mass at around 7:30. Mass started at 8:00 pm. I was assigned to read the 2nd reading. TeMay, the 1st, and Michelle, the 'prayers for the faithful.' Ok. No prob. After that, "let's go and celebrate!" I helped the people arrange the benches and all the other stuff that needed to be arranged and organized. lol.

To our house! I drove back to our house. But beofre that, I went to the mausoleum of my late grampa and grandma and offered put a basket of nice flowers on top of their tomb. After nun, punta na ako bahay.

Fast Forward>>>

I'm not a kid anymore. Sorry, but gifts don't make me that happy anymore. I'm not saying that I hate recieving gifts. In fact, I do get excited once I recieved a present from somebdoy especially when he/she is close to me. A card, an expensive gadget, a useless-useful thing, anything.

I'm going to be honest with all of you. I am not totally feeling the Christmas spirit. I don't know...there appears to be something that's missing. People. Not material things. Human beings. I miss the many people who come to our old house (on the 5th floor of the hospital) every Noche Buena. Now, in our 3 year old house, I noticed the decreased number of VMUF/VMMC staff, emplyees, etc. who came to out house to share this wonderful time of the year.

I miss ALF. I miss the new friends I have. We're in differnt countries, with different timezones. I bet It's still the 24th in KSA right now. But they can't celebrate Christmas there freely nga pala...tsktsk... Basta I'm not that happy. I just thank God that He is continuosly providing me with reasons to smile and enjoy Christmas. Yung family ko din andyan. They're all I need. And because of that, I don't have to be lonely and disontented. God is enough. Indeed.

Jesus, You're the only one that I could live for...

Thank You for being with us through good and bad times.

Happy Merry Jolly birthday Jesus Christ!!! I love You!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 13:39:47 GMT

122304 Huwebes

OMG! Tomorrow is Christmas Eve!!!

I woke up today at around 4:15 am. Mass is at 4:30 so I know that I'd be late. I quickly got up and took a bath. My eyes hurt! They were red until I drove the van. I was kinda afraid to drive because my vision was kinda blurred. But fortunately, I was able to drive safely.

Fast Forward>>>

I slept and woke up at around 8 am. We were going to have a YFC Christmas Party at the Centrum at 8. I texted Kuya Tonz and asked him where he was because we were going to bring the drums to the site.

Fast Forward>>>

When we arrived at the Centrum (we brought the drum set all the way up to the 5th floor.) There were a few YFC. Actually, yung service team lang ang andun, decorating the stage.

Fast Forward>>>

The rest of our band came at around 9:00 am. We practiced a few songs. We played 'One Way' lots of times. And also 'To The Ends Of The Earth". Those 2 are our band's current favorites.

Fast Forward>>>

Many people came. My dad did the opening remarks. We started our morning worship at around 10:30 am. We ate lunch at around 12 nn. After that, we taught them some more songs.And we had games and talent presentations. My teMay-ann had an intermission number. Song/gag number. lol. She sang "A Little Bit" by MYMP. It was like a music video becuase we were acting behind her. It was very funny. After that, one of the most embarassing moments of my life...

They chanted my name "Marlo!" "Marlo!" "Marlo!" leche...gusto nila ako pakantahin sa gitna. Nahihiya ako! Kasi solo dapat daw! Hmmm...when I was about to run away, the guys grabbed me and pushed me towards the center. Nagpumilit akong makawala. Ang ginawa nila? They grabbed my legs and arms so that I couldn't move. I tried to get free but I couldn't. Buti na lang, may malaking speaker dun. I grabbed the speaker's stand. Ayun! They let me go. haha! But...

"Please welcome, Marlo Juan!" The band started playing the song "Masaya" by Bamboo. What the heck? I went uo the stage and grabbed the mic and stand. I sang in front of many YFC and CFC. "...ganyan talaga, masaya." Hands clapping. My knees were trembling, my hands were shaking. Ngiti ko, parang ngising aso. Kasi nga, nanginginig ako. Super nahiya ako. lol.

Fast Forward>>>

Praisefest. We had fun playing music for the Lord. Super hataw kami sa "One Way". haha! I'm still inspired by God's messages.

Nagsiuwian na yung mga YFC. Konti na lang kami natira. Kring gave me a birthday card (Haven't read it yet) kuya Jophz gave me a gift (di pa opened) and Xanne (loves ko! haha!) gave me a blue rosary, which was nice especially coz nasira yung rosary kong luma.

Fast Forward>>>

I treated kuya Tonz, Ross, Justine, Jersey and Kring. Nag-McDonald's kami. Charap!!! Bitin pero...so we went to the plaza and bought toknene (fried quail eggs dipped in orange colored flour sumthin). Nagkwentuhan kami sa may grass for a few minutes. After that, kuya Tonz and I accompanied the 4 to the 'sakayan' ng jeepney. Then, we went home.

>>>"Jesus, I believe in You, and I would go the ends of the earth for You."

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 14:49:04 GMT

122204 Miyerkules

HAPPY MERRY JOLLY BIRTHDAY AGNES MICHELLE!!!

>In case you don't know, Agnes Michelle, or Mitch'z, is my 'baby' sis. I love her so much.

4:30 am. Simbang gabi. As usual, me and 2 of my sisters were late.

Fast Forward>>>

Went to the basketball court at 7:00 am and met with Jerry and Zaire. Played basketball for 10 minutes. Like nothing.

8:30 am. I ate my breakfast.

9:00 am, went to JM's place at Mangaldan with Kuya Tonz. We practiced for the YFC Pangasinan Christmas party tomorrow (Dec. 23). We play music for the Lord. Nobody else.

Left JM's place at around 3:30 pm. I had to attend Michelle's birthday celebration at our house. Fell asleep inside the van.

Some of her classmates were there. She introduced me to CJ. I think he likes my sister. My sister likes noone but my dad and me. lol. You guys, dream on.

We watched the videotape of our trip to Sinagpore. (4 videotapes) I saw Paula, Anna, kuya Bernz, ate Nica, Uriel, Marco, Maria, Rachelle, Jennifer, Aika, Ivy, Filipino delegates, I saw Asia!!! Praise God.

In the evening, I practiced some more. 17 songs. Still don't know the proper way to play I Give My All and Better Than Life.

Last Song Syndrome: One Day, One Way, To The Ends of the Earth, King Of Majesty, Someday We'll Know

>Singapore post next time. lol.

>Started to read Angels and Demons, which I bought at Times NewsLink Singapore. It has a green cover, definitely a better one than in the pic above. lol.

>>>I DO love God.<<<

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 08:19:52 GMT

122104 Martes

SUPER DUPER MEGA HUGE SONGLIST UPDATE!!!

The total number of songs in the list: ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY. 120. 1-2-0.

Why 120? Hmmm...uhhh...It's kinda like the 12 days of Christmas...you know...12 times 10 equals 120. It's like 10 songs per day. uhhh... Yeah. Please connect. lol.

September - Since it's already December... I'm putting this song back to the list. lol.

Nobody Knows - that I have pink colored braces. Now you know. lol

Sunshine (Lil' Flip) - We DO have to be in love...

Happy Together - We are so...

Sorry 2004 - ...but you're getting old. Come on in, 2005! :D

Something Like You - Rocks my world.

Wonderful - JA JA JA!!!

How Can You Mend A Broken Heart - How???

Twisted - Live version

In A Rush - Yeah.

Underneath It All - Cool reggae-like song.

One Call Away - I am just...

What If - ???

Float On - Get ready.

Party To Damascus - You've got me speaking a different language.

Lose My Breath - Can you keep up?

Tilt Ya Head Back - Uh huh.

Trade It All pt. 2 - I will, for GOD.

Time To Party - Yahoo!

N Dey Say - Cool.

Simple Things - We do forget.

How Soon Is Now? - Very.

So Sorry - I am.

Frontin' - I was just...

Baby It's You - Yeah it's you.

Every Other Time - na na na...

Locked Up - ...inside a chamber of guilt.

Jesus Walks - ...with me wherever I go.

Let It Snow - C'mon!

Comin' For X-Mas? - GOD is.

Karma - Wag naman sana...lol

The Way You Move - Feel the B-A-S-S

Numb/Encore - What the hell are you waiting for?

Tipsy - ...I don't get

I Do - love GOD.

Big Chips - Reminds me of Vegas.

4 Seasons Of Loneliness - ...without GOD.

One More Time - c'mon and celebrate!

Don't Wanna Try - ...sin.

Motivation Proclamation - ...would you pick me right up off the ground?

Black Balloon - vs. White balloon

Good Riddance - I Hope you've had the time of your life.

The Remedy - is GOD.

Sweetness - Are you listening?

I Melt With You - I'll stop the world...

Rock Your Body - Don't be so quick to walk away.

No One Else Comes Close - ...to you.

This Love - ...towards GOD is fulfilling.

Look What You've Done - Just look.

I Miss You - SINGAPORE!!!

Blurry - Can you take it all away?

Big Machine - I'm torn to pieces...

Anthem Of Our Dying Day - From up here...

Chopsuey - Wake Up!!!

Ocean Avenue - There's a place called...

Ordinary - I'm anything but...

Blue Side - I'll show you mine.

Talk Shows On Mute - Come one, come all!

Here Is Gone - Somehow...

Clapback  - Clapfront.

Change Clothes - ...because you smell like rotten cheese.

A.D.I.D.A.S. - All Day I Dream About Sports.

Too Close - NC.

Around The World - GOD is...

Blinded - when I see you.

My Sacrifice - my whole life, for GOD.

Dirty Dancing - baila!

Move It Slow - Now, move it fast.

You Can Do It - Yes, you can!

Woman - I still fail to understand...

Dancing In The Moonlight - Me and you... :)

Only Hope - Switchfoot version

A Groovy Kind Of Love - When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do is to take a look at you...

Super Trouper - ABBA!!!

Anywhere For You - ...my GOD.

At Final Del Camino - It's the end of the road...

>>>I will post my Singapore/ALF experience when I get the chance, or when feel like posting again...hehe

>>>I miss Singapore!!! I miss the ALF!!! I miss Sentooooooosa!!! I miss YWCA!!! I miss St. Patrick's House!!! I miss Chicken Rice!!! I miss Orchard Road!!! I miss the Merlion!!! I miss the Buses!!! There's no other way to say it...and I just can't deny it...I MISS YOU!!!

I love you, my Lord. I lift up everything to you. You are my eternal rock.

Fears...Limits...Boundaries...they're nothing.

GOD IS EVERYTHING.